What Alex Haley taught me and why we should read

46 years ago yesterday, one of our leading Civil Rights leaders was shot as he was giving a speech. I say Civil Rights, but Malcolm X would have corrected me and said, he did not want civil rights, he wanted Human Rights; respect as human beings! How do I know this is what he would say? Because I have read his autobiography 3 times and wrote a paper on the contrast between him and the reverend Martin Luther King Jr. I could take the time here to explain who Malcolm X was and his place in American society, but instead I encourage my readers to read The Autobiography of Malcolm X. Ahh, there is so much we learn about other people and their unique experiences when we pick up a book.  I would not have bothered to read his story if it had not been for a high school English teacher’s frustration with me.

When I was a junior in high school our English class assignments consisted of reading the classics. Some I liked others I hated. One in particular was so tedious and horrid that the only way I could get through it was to jump in the bathtub and stay in there until I was done. It took me three long hours and many gallons of water to finish it, but finish it I did! The next day I walked into class and threw Ethan Frome down as if I were throwing a gantlet at my teacher. “There, I am done with this book (I hissed the word book as I did not feel this particular novel deserved the title book). My teacher looked at me as if seeing me for the first time and not like what she saw. “You finished this in three days?” she asked with raised brows. “No, I finished it in two days, the first day I ignored it” I replied. With her brows still raised she asked several questions, hoping to catch me in a lie. Apparently she could not fathom a student having the ability to sit and read for hours.

After satisfying herself that I had indeed read the book, Mrs. Stevens had to decide what to do with me.  She had given us a month to read the book, yet I finished it in 3 days. This was not the first time I finished a book weeks before the due date and I could tell she wanted to do something that would challenge me.  The following day she handed me a short list and directed me to go to the school library and pick between the two books on the list. I could either read Homer’s The Odyssey, or Alex Haley’s Roots. I wish I could tell you I picked Roots on principal, but in all honesty I picked it over The Odyssey because I was afraid of the Odyssey.  As a 16 year old who read, but read mostly romance books the poetic language Homer used scared me.  I think Mrs. Stevens picked it because of this, and Roots because it was the largest book in the library. I sometimes think I should have tried Homer but I have never regretted picking Roots as it changed my life (but to this day I am sure my American history teacher has never forgiven Mrs. Stevens, Oh the arguments we had).

My assignment was not a book report, that would have been too easy to fake. No, I was told to write a journal. Each time I stopped reading I was to write at least two pages talking about the thoughts and feelings the book raised in my mind.  It was a wonderful assignment, I tried very hard to articulate my thoughts, and must have done a good job as it gave me my first A+.

Roots taught me many things; that history can be taught in an interesting and entertaining manner, that American history is more than what is in our schools’ textbooks and of course, what it was really like to be a slave in America.  It was because of Haley that I now want to teach history. To teach real history, not dry boring white washed history. He is the reason my son’s name is Alex.

After I finished Roots I picked up Malcolm X. What a book! For a white girl living in the North this book was a shock to the system, not because of what Malcolm did, but because of what he went through. This was not the America I grew up in or at least the America I recognized.  After reading his book I wanted to become an activist, I wanted to right many wrongs, oh the plans I had, too bad I did not keep up this youthful enthusiasm.

Books should shock us; they should take us out of our comfort zone to show the real world around us. This is why I am always trying to get people to read nonfiction, to read something that makes them think.  Reading Malcolm X changed my world view and how I look at history. Thank you Mr. Haley and thank you Malcolm for being so brave in a world that wanted to beat you down.

So dear Reader, now it is your turn. Tell us about a book that changed your life, or changed your view on a certain subject. I am always looking at learning something new!

Happy reading,

Sari

What Lens Do You Use To View The World?

Today I was engaging in one of my favorite pastimes, listening to a podcast while doing some mindless data entry work.  I have mention before my love of podcasts; they are akin to old time radio but for the modern age.  This morning I got an extra treat, as I was listening to an interview of Dr. Neil de Grass Tyson by none other than one of my favorite podcasters John Hodgeman; oh be still my nerdy heart!

One of the reasons I enjoy listening to podcasts at work is because they drown out the noise my coworkers constantly make; coughing, sniffing, eating, gum snapping (my least favorite noise) and engaging in loud bitch fests.  Sometimes it’s hard to concentrate with all that noise going on, it’s like working in a human zoo.  Having my headphones and listening to a monotone conversation cuts everything else out. Hell, listening to a dentist drill would be preferable to office noise.

In his introduction Hodgeman was describing Dr. Tyson’s work and his many hats, from Director of the Haydon Planetarium, to host of PBS’s Nova Science Now. He ended his intro noting that above all else, Dr Tyson is an astrophysicist.  He then asked Dr. Tyson if that was correct, did he see himself primarily as an astrophysicist?  Dr. Tyson replied that “astrophysics was the lens in which he viewed the world”, in other words this is how he primarily sees himself.  This statement struck me as very profound, so much so that I stopped what I was doing and wrote the quote down.

It struck me as profound because for the last year or so, ever since my son moved out to attend college, I’ve wondered who I am, how I should view myself now that I am no longer a mom. Okay, yes I am still technically a mom, but when you child moves out, it no longer feels like it. So, if not a mom, what?

Starting in my late twenties I saw myself first and foremost as a mom and viewed the world from this lens.  Every decision was based on a parental point of view, from what kind of car to buy to where and how we lived.  Even my decision to go back to college was based on a parental desire to see my son succeed. How could I ask him to tackle higher education when I had not?

Now that my son is gone I am at a loss as to how to describe myself. Not that I need a label, but as a person  who is now free to do and be whoever I want,  my prospects are scary without some type of guidepost. Something to use as I navigate the world around me.

I thought about what Dr. Tyson said all day as I felt this quote about a lens made more sense than trying to place a label on myself.  The question now became “how do I view the world”?

If I had to give a one word answer it would be critically. Not as a cynic, but as a person who does not take anything at face value.  When I see an ad I wonder what it is they are really trying to say, and how are they saying it? The same goes for everything I read and hear on T.V. I question motivation and content. Is what they are saying true, or are they merely trying to push their ideology?  As a critic it is important to me to uncover the truth.  In other words, I have become a smart consumer.

This does not make me popular with my co-works, who love nothing more than to forward e-mails that either have really bad photoshopped pictures or the latest law passed by the dreaded Obama Administration.  Just the other day I was sent a picture of “Chinese” women with painted dogs.  The caption talked about the stupid things the Chinese do now that they have our jobs. The office was buzzing about this until I said “anyone notice the women in the photos are white”? Only one was Asian and for all I know, was born in the US. A quick Google search confirmed my suspicion; the photos were colored in and sent out because apparently we now are bashing China.

Now this story does not illustrate how I view myself, rather it shows you what I go through every day, and because of this, the question I ask about myself becomes, what the hell am I doing here and how do I get out?

So dear Readers, how do you see yourself? What lens do you use to view the world around you?

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